friends are my true treasure

for me , my friends are my true precious treasure :)
they can make me calm when i'm getting down ..
they can make me smile when i'm cry ..
they can become my shoulder when my tears fall down ..
they can make me fell better when i'm sick ..
they can replace my family when i need hugs ..
they can become a sweet clown when i need more happiness ..
they know what i need ,
they know what i want ,
they know how's my feeling ,
they can understand when i say "I'M SO DAMN GET MAD WITH YOU!!!" or "I'M TOO TIRED TO ACCOMPANY YOU :("
and they still can say that i am their friends when i hate them ..

like now , i'm so happy that i want to cry ..
when i'm getting sick like now , i need my mom so much.. but i knew that my mom can't were here right now :(
i need attention , i need hugs , i need sentence "get well soon my dear" , "don't forget your food,medicine, and take a rest more ad more" , or the simple sentence like , "keep your healthy, i love you"

i wanna get it ! wanna get that sentence from my special person :(
like my family and my lovely person :(
i get it from my mom , but i didn't get it from my "lovely person" :"(
where's he when i need him so much like now ?
where's he when i need his sentence ?
where's he when i damn need his attention ?
oh god , you didn't give him to me ? you didn't give his sentence, were, love , and attention for me now ??? I NEED THAT ALL SO MUCH :"(
even , he never say "get well soon fitri" or give me some mention on twitter , sent message on my phone ,or write wall on my facebook :(

oke , that's okey,fish :)
i really understand with you :")

and ...
I'M DAMN LUCK , CAUSE I HAD MY FRIENDS , MY AMAZING FRIENDS HERE TO REPLACE "HIM" , REPLACE HUGGING FROM MY MOMMY :)
I HAD MY "FARAYA" , MY "ANNISA" :))
she's my amazing friends i ever had ! EVER :)

faraya guard me when i'm sick .
she brought me some food and milk .
she sent me mention on twitter , and message on bbm , that i should to make my body heal ! strong ! and healthy !
she gave me kiss and hugs :) that's more enough for me :")
thakyou my dear , you'r the best ever !

annisa make me feel better when she sent me mention on twitter and bbm too..
she said if she wanna come to my dorm and accompany me till i fell really better .
she's very nice with me .
i got some kiss and hugs too from her :")

oh god ...
what a damn luck me :)
thankyou , you've gave me them for accompany my life and make make life more and more wonderful that lately :)

i love my mommy ..
i love my faraya ..
i love my annisa ..
and i love my fish :)

god , thanks ... now i feel better..
i've got my health anymore now :)
although , i didn't really health , but now i'm strong !!!
thankyooouuu for amazing life !!! :))
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ! :*