thankyou...

this is happening on march 05 2011 , 12.30 pm .

my geologist friend sent some message on bbm like he do as usual .
he say if he wanna share something to me ,and as usuali always become a good listener .
he starting his story with some question to me , and i've been answered it .
he told me bout his love's story ..
he said ,if he wanna say something to me , "what you wanna do, boy??" i'm asking ..
"are you like if someone honest but that's hurts or lie but could make it happy, choose what you feel better, please .." he asking to me ..
"honest but hurts better for me, cause lie it's never perfect..why??" i'm answering..
"hmm..i wanna say something honestly to you..but maybe it can make you hurts..can i??" he said..
"haaa?? hurts me ? why that's can make me hurt?? oke, i'll be okey. just say the truth now :)" i said..
"i do like you more than you know, i do like you since i know you although it never make me to know you so well...and this feeling kill me when i see you, i know my feeling will hurt you or anything..so sorry fit.." he said..
"HAAAAH ??????????????????? ARE YOU SERIOUS ???? I NEVER THOUGHT THAT HAPPENED ,OH MY........" i said..
"yeah..i'm serious for sure..soryy , i gave you shock sentence .. so, how's yours??" he asking..
"thankyou..i do like you too , but you have to know if our relationship never bloom..i can'n feel in love with you more than as a friend , you know it?? so sorry ,we'r best friend that you know :(" i'm answering..
"ohh..we'r best friend ?? okey..our relationship yes never bloom..sorry bout that , but i can understand what you feel with me .. thank's fit..now, let me to alone and think what i've done :'> " he said..
"okeeey...i'll let you alone..call me if you fell better , hey !! make your the best smile..sorry i can be yours , you'r still my best, boy :)" i said...

and that conversation the end..
he never call me for a several day..i can understand it.
oh god, sorry if i hurt somebody , i can't take him, sorry :(
i had my "boy" , i had mine ..
you know who i LOVED my god .. you know what i feel..
sorry i can give you smile ..
but, i'm so proud with your recognition, boy..
i'm so damn cherish your recognition :">
maybe, it's our the best relationship :)
we'r as a friend :))

please,smile boy..you'r good ! i knew you'll get the best girl in your life and than me for sure :))